It’s Time to Stop Thinking and Just Live
I’m so nervous and particular about everything I do. Because I don’t think playing chicken and skipping class is smart or practical or going to be useful later in life. Sometimes, I get really depressed. Aggravated. Confused. Because I’m really just growing older and older. It’s like being a middle-aged woman stuck in a teenager’s body. Sure, I have so many opportunities, but how am I going to run into the truly great ones when I’m cramped up studying inside all day? I’m not.. so maybe I should just let loose and party every once in awhile. I’ll still try hard and do my homework, but I’m not gonna ace every test.. I shouldn’t have to kill myself to do well. I can make mistakes in life, and it will all be okay. I’ll be happier and healthier, and well… more alive.