It’s Time to Stop Thinking and Just Live

     I’m so nervous and particular about everything I do.  Because I don’t think playing chicken and skipping class is smart or practical or going to be useful later in life.  Sometimes, I get really depressed.  Aggravated.  Confused.  Because I’m really just growing older and older.  It’s like being a middle-aged woman stuck in a teenager’s body.  Sure, I have so many opportunities, but how am I going to run into the truly great ones when I’m cramped up studying inside all day?  I’m not.. so maybe I should just let loose and party every once in awhile.  I’ll still try hard and do my homework, but I’m not gonna ace every test..  I shouldn’t have to kill myself to do well.  I can make mistakes in life, and it will all be okay.  I’ll be happier and healthier, and well… more alive.